Why do they bully (cousins)?

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So I have got bullied badly by uncles for years, where they demean, belittle, put me down, manipulate, manipulate behind my back, act sly, condensing, bad mouth me to others, ostracise for years where I have been polite and so on, so forth. Also disrespect and I feel wish to control.

And some people in the community pick on me for years.

The cousins for some reasons are bullying me and gossiping negatively behind my back.

I have done nothing wrong. They take the mick, but they do not know me and follow the crowd.

They ignore anything positive and think I'm some sort of joke. They do not know anything about me. They tend to ignore anything positive.

If I do well in life, they think their is something wrong.

I'm talking specifically about the cousins with this question, who I have a lot of and they are the 3rd lord of my father's brothers/sister children. So they are the lord 3 which is mercury.

Time: 18.26pm
Date: 21/09/2020
Place: Wolverhampton, England

They are mercury in libra squaring saturn, jupiter, pluto, sextile venus.

I am Jupiter, pisces rising.

I would be very thankful