Should I stay single or look for a marriage type guy

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Hi all,

I was drinking tea and thinking about things. Part of me wants a relationship (mostly heart) the rest of my being (female side and head) dictate (don't bother). To be honest, recovering from breakups is getting a lot difficult. It is almost not even worth it. Transiting Saturn over natal Venus almost an entire year is not making things any easier. I had gotten a lot colder.

I asked a question "Should I stay single or look for a marriage type guy?"

Looking at a horary, absolutely nothing shocks me.
I am represented by Saturn sag retro in 10th (yep, career is def more on my mind rather than men)

Heart - Moon in taurus late deg in 3rd about to sextile Mars
Moon past Sun with a sextile - i am scratching my head with this cause I haven't met anyone in a long time.

Mojo - Venus - mid sign sterile gemini below the horizon about to oppose Saturn me (LOL).

Saturn is very interesting even though it is retro it is also strong by 2 minor dignities. Saturn recevies Jup by exalt and Jup receives Saturn by dom. I am very surprized that I was not combusted cause after a few previous burnouts I became relationship-phobe *but then saturn rejecting L7 and Sun could explain that*.

Mercury is about to trine Saturn - Lord of 5th sitting in 7th - I don't like this at all! I can see me blowing this character off.

The only thing I can see is Jup/Saturn ... We have a couple of TOLs between them but then they unite at 21 units in late August ...
Part of marriage is in Aries. Dispositor is Mars .. Last aspect of the moon is sextile to Mars 1 deg ... but Saturn hates Mars! BUUT Mars rules 9th house :) Potentially from another country?

Venus trining Asce/desc - 5-6 units = weeks?

Saturn turns around around that time too .. 5-6 weeks at 21 degrees and Jup and Saturn sextile in 6 degrees as well. I wonder if I know this person since It is a mutual application?

Saturn goes direct and changes signs in 8-9 units where Mars is over the moon for saturn.

So total bottles of Advil needed are 3: Merc/saturn - waste of time, Moon/Mars - semi headachy - will probably dump him,,, then Saturn/Jup if it is possible - normal ...


What am i missing in this doomsday scenario?

Thanks
CD
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